| There's a cave 
An ubran cave in my home
I live in an apartment in the mountains, paved over
By ash, trash, and cigarette butts
Garbage cans look up at my cave
My castle, where I am KING
They listen to the music
It reverberates through the mesh
The life of a garbage can is a mess
But they find solace in any sound wave
That escapes my cave
Its where the camera snaps
The silent snare drum taps
And people with lost lives
Can look in on the goings about
For my cave is lit like a house
And the lights warm my silent audience
The pidgeons do not understand
They sing their own music
Unaware of the sonic black cat
Pouning but never eating
The poor, complacent birds
Those birds will never ever learn
So what's the point of punishment?
And when God looks down on me
He asks for his favorite song
He requests personally, as he bums a cigarette butt
But mono a mono, THERE'S NO GOD THAT I KNOW SO I PLAY WHAT I WANT, And when it's his favorite
"God" plays along in silent harmony
And I sympathize with his naked ghost
For he too has a cave
And the music escapes
In the droplets of rain; quarter notes of God's pain
But with all the raindrops and broken strings
He couldn't be saved
God hung himself in his cave
But that's not my fate
I refuse to die in a pool of anguish
For the garbage cans watch me through the plate glass window
My bulletproof barrier of solace
>-And the churches implode-<
In a burst of white smoke
Leaving vacant lots
For pick-up baseball and heroin addicts
The vagabonds don't sleep on the stairs of the church anymore
But they still have no home
Just a corner, with a view up
To my little cave
I see them through the now paper thin sheet of glass
And I wonder if the alleyways ever end. -I LOVE MELISSA FULLER!!!!!- |
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| ok well.....i am 18 years old in three days....i havent been typing on here in 4ever.....i am actually GOING to be with melissa on my birthday....and christmas......holy SHIT!......our first christmas with us actually being together....DUDE!!!!>>..I CANT WAIT.... MELISSA....YOU ARE AMAZING baby! i love you with all my heart!..... its like time is going by so fast for me now.....i almost cant believe it.....damn......its like i feel as of....well...maybe im not ready to be an ADULT yet.....i remember looking back and thinking.....I CANT FUCKING WAIT UNTIL IM 18.....and im sure anybody can compare thoughts....i just think that is so funny.....how time passes so fast when your not paying attention...... even though i am in a depressed mood......i am still very proud to have what i do have...i really think that me and melissa will stay together this time.......i feel as of there is more trust than there was..that makes me VERY happy. fuck the world, it cannot be saved. fuck the world its a giant grave. all the worlds people just willnot behave, so FUCK the world, its the bigest mistake. |
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| holy shit.......it has been a while.......lol |
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| <---------there's a new fucking picture of me ugh! |
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| damn....... shit has been really fucked up lately........ and these time let me find out who my true good friends are.....the ones that try to help me.... -timster- |
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